Monday, February 20, 2023

It's Coming!

 

It is coming! Don't miss the big reveal coming to my reader's list on #March 1st! I also plan to add short stories related to the story as teasers and background stories! #WritingCommunity #writing #NaNoWriMo #afoldtoextinction #indieauthors #BookTwitter #readerscommunity
 




Thursday, January 26, 2023

Mailing List

 You can now join my official mailing list here! Or if you're one of the cool kids, I've included a QR code to join as well.Who knows... maybe there will be some day one perks for those of you on the mailing list. Only time will tell.



Sunday, August 1, 2021

Finalized Home Situation, Long Term Changes, and Continued Progress

 It has been a long time. I have written the second book to my steampunk series and am trying to get the first and second through an editing process. It's amazing how expensive editing services are. 


I moved into a much larger property and had to sell my previous house. But before doing so, I tore out the old deck from my previous post and installed a new fence, and concrete patio. 

 














Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Some of Us are Destined to be Outlived

Kills associated with the USS Bowfin
 
 
I was driving home when a song that reminded me of my dad, James Fitzgerald came on. I recalled a fond memory of him. We were watching the History channel that was covering of all things, the history of the USS Bowfin, a submarine my grandfather served on in WWII in the Pacific. A scene came on showing the command crew looking over a map. My father lit up, yelling "That's him, that's my dad!" I can only recall a few moments I ever saw my dad that happy. I'm glad I got to be there for that moment.

Thursday, March 7, 2019

The Heat

The blazing African sun began to settle in the horizon. The God send of a temperature drop was beginning from 120 degrees to to a nice cool 98 degrees. There hadn't been a breeze in the last few days. The dust had settled, like an ash, which clung to everything, and found it's way into every hole, nook, cranny, and corner. In the distance the bark of pack of wild dogs began, a sure sign the temperature really was dropping.
The two sat in folding chairs, topped like cherries on a mound of dirt. They over looked a massive cleared area. Razor wire crisscrossed in a massive oval. Within those wires, in a crude attempt at a road, a dirt path traced the same shape the wire had been laid. Within that, was an array of fighting positions armed with every assortment of arms to slay men. Within reach of those arms were the sweat soaked, heat exhausted, sun beaten 18 and 20 year old men who had manned them for nearly 8 months. Within there was a series of walls erected to tower over any average man. Within there were an array of aircraft that sat idle, like the flies that idle in the mid day heat. Within there, somewhere, was a mound, just enough to see it all. And there sat the two cherries.
Thick cigar smoke lingered between the two. Their body armor a combination of the ashy dirt and sweat which had permanently died their uniforms a splotchy black. Neither made any attempt to wipe the sweat from their brow, it, like shoeing a fly, was a pointless endeavor.
The two, despite their uniforms, were contrasts of each other. One beaten by age, his hair dark and thin near the top. A sharp mustache had formed around his parched lips, riddled with salt and pepper. War had made his body hard and creak with each move. Life had taught him lessons and love had built walls within him. Opposite of him sat a blond, youth. A full head of hair, and his brow barely creased from stress. His cranked lips holding up only rough stubble of hair. Life had slashed him, and his love had taught the importance of fortifications.
Mike took a heavy drag from his cigar, the cherry a fresh glow in the evening. "You've done well."
"Where'd that come from?"
"Just thought you needed to know. You don't look to great."
"Thanks. I put my makeup on just for you." He took his own drag of his cigar.
"You're fucking weird but we love you for it."
Steven let out a long sigh. He stared off to where the sun had dipped down. He didn't want to look at Mike. "You know, I tried the best I could. A lot of shit happened. I tried to just put that front up. Only talked to you. Tried to get everything right." He shook his head. "I just feel like I was stabbed in the fucking back each time."
"Well brother, you know they say you can't feel the heat until your hand is over the flame. You don't know your worth until you take some hits like this. You've done shit people your age can't even fucking fathom, you have responsibilities your peers couldn't will never have. And you fucking rocked it brother. Everyone here, they fuckin' loves you. That's how you know you did good."
"I guess you're right." Steven knocked ash from his cigar.
"You know, I don't want you to take this the wrong way." Mike sat back, and it was his turn to look where the sun hid from them. "When your old man passed, I kinda-I mean I don't want you to think I compare to him, I just felt like I took you in. You're like a fucking kid of mine." He turned sharply and their gazes met in the dark.
"I think we got shit to do."
Mike stood up, creaking with each movement. "Fuckin' grunts, I'm getting too old for this shit."

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Baptism





PANAMA CITY, FLA – On the banks of West Bay in Panama City, Fla, two miles from where the now tattered building in which 1st Squadron, 153rd Cavalry Regiment is headquartered, 1st Lt. Shaun S. Fitzgerald opened a new chapter in his life by being baptized on October 17, 2018.

“I was just baptized by Chaplain Williams with the 1-153rd Cav,” said Fitzgerald still wet from the bay. “Once Chaplain Williams learned of all the frustrations I had with trying to get baptized, he offered to do it here.”

“This was my first military baptism as a military chaplain,” said Chaplain (Capt.) Jacob S. Williams. “So it was special to me.”

Fitzgerald and Williams are members of members of 1st Squadron, 153rd Cavalry Regiment and have served in the unit together for about five years. During that time, they have developed a special relationship.

“I’ve know him for a couple of years now,” said Williams. “I’ve developed a relationship with him we joke around a lot and we have a good time together, but I felt like it was a good opportunity to get this done before we leave this place.”

“I wanted to have somebody, who is a religious figure that actually means something to me, baptize me,” said Fitzgerald. “Being a military chaplain is a little bit different than any other type of chaplain because as a chaplain he is there in the austere environments with us and he puts himself into really vulnerable situations as he supports our Soldiers first hand and not just with religious means, but with any other type of problems they have.”

Fitzgerald and Chaplain Williams are currently activated in support of Hurricane Michael Relief efforts.

“I didn’t want to take away from what we were doing here, but I thought it was kind of symbolic that there is all this devastation going around yet the opportunity presented itself,” said Fitzgerald. “This is my fifth hurricane I’ve been activated for and you get to see the worse in people and you also see the best of people. And I always try to focus on the best things.”

“I thought it was interesting that it was during this hurricane response,” said Williams. In the midst of all this heartache we can find this moment of peace through this ceremony.”


Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Silent Hill cosplays

So I wanted to do a Pyramid Head cosplay for myself and have my girlfriend go as one of the nurses. So for nearly two months I worked to create these two creatures.

I started with a 36' by 48' red cardboard display board (the kind you see at science fairs). I chose red because my two options were white, or red at my local store. I figured red would be easier to cover, and if it did end up chipping some or peeling it wouldn't throw off the look too much. I wish I still had the photos of my early work because it's almost impossible to understand the simple starting platform it all came from.

The first step was to get a shape. I needed three triangles, one for each side of the head, and one to create the back of the helmet. I knew 48 inches was the smallest and for my frame unfortunately, the largest I could go while still getting that look. I worked around getting the angle just right. I can't recall the number that worked, but once I got the first cut, I just used the first cut as a template for the second cut, and done. Now I had to fill the back with the third piece. This was extremely difficult to get right. You could make two pieces as others have done, but I didn't have a clamp soft enough to hold the two I already had, and I'm thankful I didn't try because I spent a good hour just trying to hold it up. I had to do this twice. I messed up once, thinking I could just use the back as a template. I somehow ended up with a piece too small to fill the gap. So I used that piece to create one I knew would be too large, and then shaved it to fit.

This sounds simple, but by the end, just getting it to a point where it was ready to be stuck together took almost four hours by itself. I used painter's tape to hold the form as I went to town on the entire structure with a hot-glue gun. I knew the end product would cover up and make the glue look good so I just filled any edge with glue that I could.  It dried well, and was surprisingly sturdy.

The next step was to cut out eyelets. I am a big fan of being able to see, so I cut massive eyelets which would cause me issues later. I now I had a simple head created.

I knew I wanted to create armor looking plates, like they were welded together, so I used EVA foam strips, cut them into rectangles and spray-painted them black with black textured outdoor Rustolleum. I will admit I also screwed up on the side piping, I should have made it come out on its own, but I just took a pvc pipe and painted it black, and glued it on. Crap work on my part. Now with the EVA strips painted I put a coat of black across the head. With the first coat of everything dry I glued the EVA parts around the edges to do two things. 1) Cover up the carboard sides 2) Create plate like look. Worked great. The foam with glue looked like welded metal. I took bolts and screws and glued them on and it finished the look I wanted. I took copper paint to add to the look, I knew painting wasn't done yet, but wanted to get the base to look solid first.

The next step here that gave me a headache was covering the eyelets. Remember I said I cut them large, I figured I could get a thick screen material that was one way and put that across and it would be dark enough. Wrong, I double layered it and it was still very easy to see through. I had to think of some way to address this, I also needed to add a base trim, more coats of paint, and worse, it wasn't level, I needed a counter weight!

Here is the attempt at the helmet to this point.
 To solve the weight issue, I took real copper water pipes and painted them black. I used them on the back to create the industrial look, and they worked well. Their weight was perfect and kept the helmet centered. I put two more coats of paint on, and began to add brown and red to put in that old blood and rust look. I also cut two strips of cardboard for the trimming and put them along the bottom. I Then took a dremel to shave them to fit right.

I was really upset with how it was looking. Also, I found out that when wearing it the back was showing my hair, and I have short cut hair meaning my head was peaking out. To solve this I ended up taking another piece of cardboard and increasing the length creating a plan like look hanging off the back. I literally screwed it on which helped give it a good look. I also got another dark sheer material which I used to line the inside.
I then decided that shoulder cuts did not look right when I wore it, instead of giving up on the project like I wanted to at this point, I did something similar to what I did to the back. I created armor plate covers.
I needed a break from the head. So I went to work on both his apron and on the nurse outfit. For the apron I bought two white aprons from amazon, a short and a long. The long would be used for the back and the front would be used to cover the front. For the nurse outfit I found a supplier of simple nurse uniforms for nursing graduation and bought a white one. All three items would get three soakings in hot coffee to create an aged look. I also added the first wave of paint coloration on my apron to start creating that grit look. Liking what I saw I took a butane lighter to the edges of both outfits. I then proceeded to mark it with charcoal, paint in both brown, red, black and copper. I used red mixed with brown for old blood, and used special effects blood for fresh smears.


Next was to begin working on the head of the Nurse. I thought at first I would just wrap my girlfriend in bandages and then paint the bandages, but I wanted something that could be kept and reused and have the same look. So I went with plaster. Buying three rolls of thin cut plaster, I then took a plastic bag which I used to cover my girlfriend's head as I dipped the strips in water. I created the base of the mask by putting a X across her face and then simple wrapped her head in haphazard laps to create that bandage look. Carefully pulling the semi dry mask off her face, we placed the mask on a foam head and allowed it to dry over night.

Using a base of black acrylic paint I created dark edges where blood would be added and lots of black around the eyelets to help conceal the eyes when it was finished. I used red mixed with brown to start creating a dried blood look and placed that in areas that I then blackened. I used more black on a brush with light drags to create burn like marks across the plaster. I did attempt to burn the plaster with a lighter, it did not work very well and took too long, so paint was the only way.


 I then bought special effects blood that is made to dry looking wet. I filled in the opening with this gel and made the eyelets darker with red. I let my girlfriend continue to paint and add blood as she wanted since she would be the one wearing it. She added more black, more red, and had fun adding blood across it all.
Now I had to return to the pyramid head. I decided to blast it all with more coats of paint, focused on adding small rust detail with brown and copper. I then took random combinations of red/brown/black and smeared it across the areas with my hands. I then took the special effects blood from the nurse above and just allowed it to be poured across it at random.

I was much happier with it at this point.
Now we needed to add the finishing touches to it all. We took out outfits and using cheap halloween blood in a squirt bottle, we blasted the outfits with blood splatters. I bought a cheap fake spear, and using the bronze paint and blood repainted it from grey to brown. My girlfriend used a halloween hypodermic needle with a glow stick in the middle for her weapon. She also added a nurse hat to the top, she aged it the same method as we did the tops and aprons.

To give our own skin the ghastly look, we used white body paint, a water activated makeup set to make our bodies pale. I soaked one hand in blood and felt good about it. And that's it!